Мы не умеем прощаться,- Все бродим плечо к плечу. Уже начинает смеркаться, Ты задумчив, а я молчу.
В церковь войдем, увидим Отпеванье, крестины, брак, Не взглянув друг на друга, выйдем... Отчего все у нас не так ?
Или сядем на снег примятый На кладбище, легко вздохнем, И ты палкой чертишь палаты, Где мы будем всегда вдвоем.
1917
Ideal`nii mir necbivceicia mecti.... ect` c cem cravnit`, vce ne to! Boze, kak ctranno no o4evidnaa ocibka pialitcia v glaza! Covcem ne ctracno, pora bilo vixodit` iz teni... Nikakix clez..procto ozidanie peremen i ponimanie cto cerdce ne obmanec! Ni odnomy iz nix ne mogy ckazat` zavetniix clov, a ved` tak xocetcia ckazat` and mean it! Kogda ze?
K O G D A ?
Problema i ccact`e v Tom cto ect` c cem cravnivat`! Xotia bi v plane togo kak I cebia c nimi cyvctvyy! Zemlia i nebo
Vce o cem I mectala, cego zdala vcu zizn`.... Ona ne bila korotkoi i dolia der`ma i na mou dolu vipala! No vce ze kak xoroco cto bilo vce cto bilo, cto ceicac mi takie kakie mi ect`....VCE togo ctoilo ctobi tol`ko bit` c Toboi!
Ti...
Ceicac daleko a mne vce ne veritcia cto ti ne zdec` ceicac co mnoi! Tvoi pocelui - daze clegka ctoit bolce cem cto bi to nibo v dannie monent!....tvoi obiatia ..i I clovno ractvoriauc` v tebe! Tvoe terpenie..temperament...daze attitude ne octavliaut mecta dlia comnenii! Tvoe bolcoe cerdce otdannoe mne - mne net nagradi zavetnei!
Ti..
Vce cto y menia ect` i vce cto I xocy iment` vprincipe! Ti - prodolzenie menia, moi zavetnii klad i cokrovicce...Vce cto I gotova xranit` i oberigat` vcu zizn`! Ti - to cto prevocxodit mecty! To kem mogla bi bit` i I, no Ti to cem I ctala dlia tebia - mectoi i cel`u! Ti to cem I bila blagoclavlena v moment vctreci!
Ti...
Te clova kotorie I ckazala i imela v vidy, cama ne znaa togo v tot moment. Kak pricydliava i vce taki prekracna cyd`ba i zizn`!
I ...
Te clova cto ti ckazal v otvet! Te clova cto ti povtorial Tak mnogo raz!
3 children , Porche, and enormous amount of traveling and sex!!!!!!!!!!!! life is set and good to go!
F*ck, zit` ctanovitcia lucce - zit` ctanovitcia vecelee. Pervaa noc` y nego doma, roditeli za ctenoi....nikakogo cyma, tol`ko body language.... Blin, gryd` bi pobolce
Gocpodi kak prekracno ne cpat` odnoi, a v obiatiax molodogo, cilnogo parnia... Yfff, kracota. Teploe poctel`noe belie progretoe teplom dvyx tel, obiatia ne prekracauciecia vcu noc`, gybi tianet daze ytrom. Boze, I nikogda ne xocy cpat` cama bolce....Xocy tol`ko c nim, xocy tolko vmecte!
Anyways, WOW! Pervaa poezdka c moim parnem v gori....za ycami cvictit veter a mi necemcia na motocikle na ckorocti 200. Ogliadivaemcia nazad ecli vertoloet pricledyet...Nikogo! Povorot na 190..korpuc za korpucom v unicon. WOW, WOW, WOW ! Radi takix momentov i xocecia zit`....tol`ko bi pobolce Zelania BLIN!
Baby, there is NO ONE better than you! Cannot believe I got you .... was blessed the day we met! Just give another minute to realize my blessing. Want to give you all of me . Wait!
Ny i cto cto do cix por ocibauc`, ny i cto cto vce ece icy cvoego "prince charming"....mozet i nemnogo perfectionist, a mozet procto fantazer, no naci mecti ctanoviatcia celiami, a celi tend to become true. Voproc kto kogo dolzen lub`di bolce yze ne volnyet, vo vcem nyzna Garmonia !
Ctradania o proclom zamiraut, eto yze bilo! Glaza napravleni vpered i razve mozno ot nego otvecti glaza ?!?! :)
Kak govoriat pered tem kak ocictitcia nyzno griaz vcy cmit....poctepenno i I pridy k ociceniu, a prezde ckazy, xotia ckoree vcego TE komy eto prednaznacaetcia i ne yclicat menia, no POKA cto drygogo cpocoba net:
X & Y,
Ne znau nackol`ko y menia xvatilo bi ckazat` vam eto priamo v glaza, ocobenno znaa nacy predictoriu i ycitivaa ckoliko proclo vremeni c tex por, no nyzda ect` ckazat`...
Ponimanie vini prixodit co vremenem, kogda emocii yligautcia i yctupaut mecto razymy i xolodnomy raccety. Proclo doctatocno vremeni proclo cto bi I priznala cvoi Viny i poniala NACKOLKO nexoroco I poctypila po otnoceniu k Vam! Mne ne ctidno ni za odin cvoi cag ibo I ne znala v tot moment kak reagirovat` na proicxodiaccyy citauciu inace: vce ickazeno, v golove bordak! Na Vac, kazdyy v otdelnocti i vcex vmecte, I otrvalac` bol`ce vcex !!!!! I ne cmortia ni na cto Vi menia vinecli i octalic` riadom! Cego ece mozno procit` ot Dryga?!?! I nikogda ne zabydy ty otkritky kotoruu Vi mne podarili na moi den` rozdenia, v tot moment menia cciaclivee ne bilo nacvete. Znat` cto y menia ect` takie predannie dryzia bilo daze nereal`no vrode! A I vot Tak v itoge, no I dymau cto blize Vac y menia v tot moment nikogo i ne bilo, poetomy bilo bolnee teriat vac cem kogo bi to ni bilo!
I ceicac otdalenno pomnu, mozet poetomy takie micli v golovy i idyt! Procto zelau vam ccactia i lubvi, i zal` cto I tak c pleca rybila :(
Ocen` lublu...ceicac navernoe Nacy pamiat`, mi cami kak kanuli v leto!
Prav bil Tolctoi ckazav " Kazdaa ccaclivaa cemia ccactliva odinakovo, no kazdaa neccacnaa cemia neccactna po-cvoemy" ... ocobenno prabdivo eto v kombenaccii c ideei Markeca o tom cto "opredellennie patters povedenia i cobitii peredautcia iz pokolenia v pokolenie"!!!! V kakoi-to cemie procenie izmeni myza - normal`naa cemeinaa certa. Gde-to vocctanie protiv materi i vibor "ne podxodiaccei" nevecti mozno predvidet` c detctva...ny tak yz v cemie poveloc`! V inom clucae, ccora brat`ev i ix pocledyycee ne obcenie na protiazenii vcei zizni mozet toze okazat`cia cemeinoi certoi! V dobavok k drygim cemeinim problemam, rackol cemie - ocobenno proicxodiaccii na protiazenii pokolenii - nacinaet kazat`cia cem-to neizbeznim, cem-to cto precledyet c ypornoct`u i ne zelaet otctypat`! A camoe ctracnoe v vo vcem etom, naca celoveckaa natyra...ludi ne lubiat cilnix i cactix ckackov v otnoceniax, nam nyzno poctaanctvo! Poroi cami ne vedaa togo, imenno podderzaniem ceminix tradicii - xorocix ili ploxix - mi dobivaemcia poctoianctva i peredaem "ponimanie ctabil`nocti" i kak zizn` dolzna bit` cledyycim pokoleniam.
- Дорогой, где ты был? - Бегал. - Странно, но футболка сухая и совсем не пахнет! - Дура, я бегал в другой футболке!
- Дорогой, где ты был? - Бегал. - Странно, но футболка сухая и совсем не пахнет! - А ты кроссовки панюхай!
- Дорогой где ты был? - Бегал - Странно но трусы сухие и совсем не пахнут? - Сука , футболку нюхай!
- Дорогой где ты был? - у соседки. - Странно, но футболка пахнет , как-будто ты бегал!
- Дорогой, где ты был? - Срал. - Странно, но бумага сухая и совсем не пахнет!
- Дорогой где ты был? - Писал креативы - Странно но твоя футболка не пахнет - А х% й ли она должна пахнуть и ты за$бала все нюхать. убейсебяапстену. Иди нах... - Но... - Я сказал - иди нах...
- Дорогой где был? - Бегал. А че? - Х%й через плечо, наконец-то я тебя подъе % ала
- Дорогой ты где был? - Стрелял по лягушкам в Германии лазером из космоса со спутника! - Странно, но травой не пахнет - Дура, я под lsd
- Дорогой, а почему от тебя пахнет? - Потому что я сегодня бегал в гидроскафандре
- Дорогой где ты был? - Бегал - Странно но твоя футболка совсем не пахнет - Мне что, бл%ть, на руках бегать, чтобы от меня воняло?
- Дорогой, ты где был? - Нюхал! - Клей? - Нет, бл % , футболку!
C Новым Годом и Рождеством Христовым!! Rozdenia novix idei, nadezd, i mect! Rozdenia vcego togo prekractnogo cto mozet cdelat` nac Mir cciaclivee i dobree... Be blessed!
5 zvezd,7 days, 7 people, about 7 hundred fotografii, neimovernoe kolicectvo alkogolia, edi, colnecnix dnei i neveroiatnix vocpominanii! Tanci v mini ubkax na barnix ctoikax; tanci na ccene kluba; konkyrc mokrix maek;tekila volleibol; alkogol` c ytra; decert pocle Kazdogo priema picci daze! zavtraka; alkogol` na obed, yzin, i becpereriva nociu; room ceric v 3 ciaca noci; 2 ciaca cna kogda ti na otdixe; snorkling v 8 ytra kogda iz kluba vernylic` ne ran`ce 5; pianie kypania i otmeciania kazdogo dnia nedeli rycko-evreicko-kanadckix tyrictov :) Welcome to my Cancun vocation :P Coco Bongo : The best. Period. Ask around!
Pokinyv rodnie "cteni" Roctova- na -Dony... imenno cteni: one greli, no derzali vzaperti! Cvezii veter, proctor- recept nyznii dlia izlecenia dyci!
- Nacala xodit` na kyrci po poicky raboti! Ne ponimala NI XRENA ponacaly...zato togda to i nacaloc` moe prictractie k latinos. Ahhhh
- Nacla raboty v McDonald's... I! , kotoraa "tam, v Roccii" firkala pri vide rabotiag i katala icteriki ecli ne polucala ece odny pary italianckoi odezdi, zarila katleti i gotovila candvici dlia tex ze camix rabotiag. Dobilac` prodvizenia po cluzbe i DAZE ctala nacal`nikom po kyxne- predmet moei gordocti v to vremia! Medlenno no verno, I delala kar`ery: bila na trenerovocnom periode ctobi bit` manager kogda recila cto "VCE, XVATIT! TIME TO MOVE ON..."
- And 'move on' I did! V odny iz becconnix i cleznix nocei, recila cto nevozmozno begat` po krygy vcy zizn` vcpominaa luccie momenti cvoei pervoi lubvi, nado deictvovat`. Luccee vremia moei zizni: I ZNALA CEGO I XOCY I ZACEM I ZIVY NA ZEMLE! Odna micl` o poezdke DOMOI, v ROCCIU, bracala v droz` i rdoct`
- Letala za okean ctobi ckazat` L- U- B- L- U! ctobi yvidet` kto On teper` i pokazat` kakaa I teper`! Okazaloc` cto bilo pozdno da i ckoree vcego ne nyzno, neymectno! " LUBLU" doctanetcia drygomy, tomy kogo deictvitel`no L-U-B-L-U a ne togo cei obzar I kogda -to lubila!
- REJECTION...may be? No ono to i ocvobodilo menia. I nakonecto poniala cto y menia ect` MOIA zizn`...cto I ne zivy im ibo On cam "mertv". Y menia ect` zizn`, y menia ect` I! i nado zit` i zabotit`cia o cebe, eto edinctvennoe cto bydet co mnoi vcegda - Я!
- Zalecivat` rani lucce ne v odinocectve, a doktor vcegda naidetcia! Yassine, moi morrokanckii doctor - papik...The type I felt right @ home with :) Should have considered the opportunity more carefully. Really need THIS CARE and PASSION FOR LIFE now
- Nabrala vec do 60kg...ckinyla! :) Ceicac vecy 52 kg i eto pocle nedel`nogo otdixa v Mekcike po cicteme "vce vkluceno" (c decertom pocle KAZDOGO meala)))
- Zakoncila ESL, poctupila v college! Ocoznala cto lublu ycit`cia no tol`ko pri odnom yclovii, ecli interecno! Interec podogrevaet ctremlenie rabotat` harder
- Rabota v telemarketing...bolee nebreznoe otnocenie k rbote bilo tol`ko vo vremena "Blundell Bareky". Lovili citaucei zyrnali, otgadivaucei kroccvordi, izlicne razgovorcivoi c kollegami...i daze cpiacei. Do I feel bad? NO F*cking way! Could not care less... Nyzna novaa rabota, novie ludi, novaa Я! Ocoznanie ictini, pravednii pyt` !
- Nacala citat` Bibliu!
- Nacla hobby - snowboarding, capoera. Camorazrycenie ili camoznanie? Yznau pozze, ictina i opit - veci prixodiacie co vremenem!
-Otkrivau cebia - LUBOV`, POMOC`, CEM`IA, HONESTY. . .more things to come :) Koleca peremen v deictvii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.
Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.
You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession.
For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary!
You've dated enough to know what you want. And that's marriage - with the right person. You're serious about settling down some time soon. Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!
Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love. But you're not really getting the deep love you seek. Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style. Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want.
Mimoletnaa ylibka, neznoe prikocnovenie ryki, necmeloe obiatie na edine, neznie clova ckazannie dryg drygy v pic`max......t`fy, gde ctract` i neterpenie? gde gormoni i golovokruzenie ot pereizbitka cyvctv? gde cmeloct` i iniciativa myzcini?????????? Gde ETO VCE cto TAk neoxodimoe dlia togo ctob cyvctvovat` cto ti zivec, ti cycectvyec v otnoceniax c myzcinoi? Tomlenie vec` xorocaa, no xorocei veci Bivaet mnogo! Clucaetcia cto zatianytoe ozidanie ybivaet prelect` prixodiacix minyt : mnogoe yze bilo perezito v mectax, a real`noct` vcego lic` zalkaa kopia :( i I ne ytverzdau cto tak vcegda, no c nekotorimi lud`mi imenno tak i proicxodit.
I want u. to know me. to need me. to smile when I call ur name
Desire to be by the side of The Man, to be The One for him, to be his everything naibolee ocytima kogda vokryg mnogo xorocix i v toze vremia takix "necovmectimix" c toboi myzcin! "Man in charge" vidimo ne tol`ko predel mectanii zencin, no i myzcin...ctremiatcia k etomy mnogie, no tol`ko edenici zakancivaut tam. Zal`! Civilizacia naycila myzcin cledit` za cvoei vnecnoct`u bol`ce cem za cvoimi funkciami v obcectve, pereloziv tem camim problemi na pleci zencin...Bliad`, da kogda ze baba bydet zencinoi, a ne naezdnikom na kone v ognennom tynele??????????????
Ciactoe obcenie v krygy molodix ludei delaet devycek myzectvennimi i kreppkimi kak ctal`... a kak bit` ecli tvoei paren` ( kak raz taki odin iz tex camix c kem ti obciaeccia) vidit tebia bol`ce kak podrygy i tol`ko "mectami" kak devycky?
Anyhow, today was the day to remember. It was SUNNY and HOT here in Vancouver. Gosh, wish there were more days like that. We went to the beach, where we spent 6! hours... well, for somebody that is "the usual"; however, for me, it was the first time on the beach in 5 long years! Anyhow, I obviously burnt to such an extent that even my butt chicks are in Freaking fire!!! Oh, and my spine! It has a very strangely arranger tan on it: just the middle part is tanned with with several white lines inside. Don`t ask me HOW I managed to do that , but the result is before my eyes, and it is hilarious. Louis is coming back to Van soon. Cannot wait to go to the Airshow. Wish it was Yassine, but maybe I`ll see him there....haha, what a life! Honestly, murderer IS coming back to the crime scene :) Today there was a song on the radio "We Belong Together"- the song that Yassine said was about us- so it all came back to me :( I miss you, babe! Now I really do think you were right about us! By now, I`m just gonna go back on my diet, so that when we meet, I look the best way I can....we`ll go from there ;) However, right at this moment my burnt ass is in pain, have to go
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